I'm more afraid of myself than other people

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#List of my (very dumb) Rants (Ongoing Template)
I'm going to be going through my entire anilist later and filing these for the interest and exploration of others trying to categorize my thoughts for fun and bookending this at the end of any weird rant
- Ranting about Elden Ring Fanboys:
- Ranting About Bleach Again
- Keep Morals Out of Writing Critique
- Ranting about Anime Studios
- Ranting About The Overrated Fear of Spoilers
- The Hikikomori Side of MeMeMeMeMeMeMeMeMeMeMeMe
- Ranting about Dave Chappelle
- Losing Myself in Connection An Evangelion Rant
- Ranting about my Thoughts on Video Game Remakes
- Ranting about Suffering in Texhnolyze
- Ranting About American Psycho's Ending
- Ranting about the scale of Tripple A games
- Ranting about Power Rangers
- Ranting About Blood Meridian by Cormac McCarthy
- Ranting about End of Evangelion, Human Instrumentality, and Individuality
- Ranting about my regrets with Elden Ring
- Ranting about Influences of Art and Writing on Oneself
- Ranting about the Pervert Character in Anime
- Ranting about Why I <3 Vampire Hunter D
- Ranting about Live Action One Piece and the Nature of Adaptations
- Ranting about Critically Reductive Reviewings of Media
- Ranting about Misato and Waifu Syndrome in Anime
- Ranting about VHD Bloodlust: How Eng vs Subs make a difference in telling a story
- Ranting about Anilist Review System
- Ranting about Kekkai Sensen or Blood Blockade Battlefront
- Ranting about Idols
- Ranting about Dragon Ball: A horrible plot device in terms of writing and negating the impact of the story
- Ranting About Dark Humor is more than just shock
- Ranting about the Procrastination of Perfectionism in art
- Ranting About Fugitive and Monster
- Ranting About why I love Blair from Soul Eater P(urr)fection
- Ranting About a Recommendation For Anilist Thats Stupid and Dumb
- Dyed Purple: Ranting About Sinbad and the Charismatic Character
- Ranting About making arguments for Fetishization in Anime being bad
- Ranting About Machiavellian’s “The Prince”
- Ranting about Berserk getting an adaptation
- Ranting About Short-Term vs Long-Term Moral Paradox
- Ranting about: The Balancing Act of References in Modern Media
This will be updated regularly
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#List of my (very dumb) Mini Reviews (Ongoing Template)
- Mini Review on Vampire Hunter D
- Mini Review on After the Rain for @sixi
- Mini Review on God of Blackfield
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I'm an autistic, self-depricating, overly critical and somewhat morbid person that copes with humor I enjoy comfortable and calm discussions about stuff like.
- History my favorite time period is Roman history and my favorite figure is Augustus
- Philosophy my favorite being Kierkegaard
- I like reading any genre of books recommend me anything I'll read it
- Favorite authors are Nihei, Moorcock, Kikuchi, Ellis, Lovecraft, Gibson, Shelly
- I like ambient music more so than vocal music I like to space and feel like I'm melding and being submerged in some other biome or plane of existence
- I practice Martial Arts which is a good stress relief for me
- I loathe Twitterspeak and the annihilation and desecration of language and nuance
- favorite games are Hollow Knight, Halo ODST/Reach, Omori, Catherine, Dark Souls 1, Pokemon HeartGold, Knights of the Old Republic 2, Cry of Fear, Persona 4
that being said I barely have a filter and try to reel it in sometimes but just ignore me if I get too weird wether it be perversion or nihilism or deprecation a lot of it is just humor of extreme and unhinged varieties I apologize for it nothing I say is personal towards anyone but myself and is directed at myself
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My little Memorium
The Kitty Yuki died
She did not live for long but she had a happy life when she was here she loved to watch movies
Chase the rainbow teaser and bounce all over the room
She also <3 to sleep in people's laps
The anesthetic stopped her heart at around 8:55 in the morning and she died on a Saturday morning of January 20th in the year of the lord 2022
She was suffering from a Covid virus or some other neurological disease that had progressed rapidly
I’m glad she was in my life for the brief moment she was here
May she Rest In Peace
